Life ; Trials

Assalamualaikum

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Hmm, I didn't know why, but lately, trials after trials keep on coming to my door step.

It's hard, really, to always keep on holding and plastered on smiles when you're down in the inside.

And it's even harder to focus on your studies you know.

I wish my mum was here.

Yet, I'm thankful that Allah is here, with me.

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Thank you, assalamualaikum.

Life ; Lost

Dedicated to my dearest mom,

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Lost


I am now a free butterfly .
Set off from the cocoon I was originally in .

Yet I wonder .
Do I chose the correct path ?
I am now competing with the best among the best .

When I'm nothing more than just a plain simple timid butterfly .

Being stressed out, yes I am .

Being so less confidence, yes I feel .

To be like them, yes I wish I am .

To have big and beautiful wings, yes I wish to feel .

Yet one thing I realize .

Though I may just be a small butterfly to the world I am in now .

I am always a big butterfly with beautiful wings in the eyes of a person .

My most dearest person .

Dear mom .

Thank you for always being there for me .

Thank you for not giving up on me .

You'll always be the number one for me .
Always .
I love you, mom .


Most sincerely by your little daughter who always need you,

Safurah bt Khairul Fadzil


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Thank you.

Book ; Honesty is the Courtesy of Life

Assalamualaikum and hello :)

Well recently, I've been hooked by this book by Sophie Kinsella, entitled 'Can You Keep a Secret?'

I bought the book last year, but haven't got the chance to read it until recently.

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The book :D

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Anyway, I like the book a lot. It started out good and ended excellent. 

And, by the end of it, it gave us something to think about.

"Because what I've really learned is, if you can't be honest with your friends and colleagues and loved ones, then what is life all about?" 
- Emma Corrigan -

So, for you bookworms, book-addicts and readers out there, if you do happen to cross the path with this book, I suggest you to buy it and have a good time reading it.

Well then, thank you ;)

Life ; A Pharmacist or an Artist ?

Assalamualaikum and good evening :)


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Well, a pharmacist or an artist? I'm in love with arts. It has always been my passion, my dream, all along ever since I was in the secondary school. But then, people's views are hard to change. I am to be a pharmacist, for the future it holds, or so they say.

Some says, it's a great loss for me not to take the art course. Some says, just go for the art course, if that's what I dream of. Some even says, its a total waste for me not to study art during my Form 4 and Form 5 years. 

Yes, I do admit, though how many times I smiled, assuring them that it's okay, I can't actually deny, that hidden deep inside my heart, there's always sorrow there. A sorrow for not being able to study art like those art students out there. A sorrow there again, for not being able to achieved what they had achieved at such a young age.

But then, it's okay. I'm sure God had arranged something better for me. It's just out there, waiting to be discovered. I can be a pharmacist, as well as an artist. Though it may seems tough, but if I really do love art, I'll make it through. I'm positive.

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Well, that's a glimpse of my life. The conflict of the pharmacist and the artist in me. I'm a pharmacist to-be, for that is what they wanted me to be. But I'm also an artist to-be, for that is what I wanted to be.

Thank you and assalamualaikum ;)

Art ; Them :')

Assalamualaikum and good morning :)
I was browsing through the blogs I followed, just now, when I saw a post that touches me.

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I'm a student, I'm also an artist, yet I'm not an official art student. I learn art myself. I'm a self-taught artist, or so they said. But this changes months ago when I started attended an art tuition class. I was having lots and lots of fun while being there. I learn lots of new things. 

Tinta Art Class, with the souls of people who inspire me so much :)

Kak Wawa and those artworks I adore :)

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Though I still haven't found the true artist in me, I was glad for being able to study there, even just for a few months. It's a long way to go, but at least, bit by bit, I'm nearer to becoming the artist I wanna be, and the dreams I've always dream of. Yes, I'm a dreamer. And that what makes me, me.

Yes, art has always been my passion, and it always will be. :)
I am me, accept me for who I am. Not for who you want me to be. I'll find my own way to shine.

Thank you ;)

Assalamualaikum .

Assalamualaikum and greetings everyone :)

My new blog, my world, and everything *almost*, bout my life will be written here. Heh.

It's nice meeting you by the way.

So, a new blog? heh, suka hati saya lah . Hmm, I've my own reasons.


Well then, see ya :)


Assalamualaikum .